It's raining today and all I want to do is curl up in a ball with a bunch of blankets and take a nap. It would be even better to have somebody special to curl up with in a bunch of blankets and just take a break from the world and cuddle. Not that I am one of those girls that always needs someone, in fact I am usually the opposite. But sometimes a girl just needs to be held and taken care of, you know? And to have that connection, and emotional support, and just to know that someone cares and is there for me to lay my head on at the end of the day. Don't get me wrong, I am honestly very happy with my life right now. I am having so much fun just doing what I want, and being who I want without having to worry if it is going to upset anyone. And I love the fact that I can do whatever the hell I want to when I graduate, and go wherever I want to go. Its so scary and exciting all at the same time. I mean how many times in life am I going to have an opportunity like this? Probably never again. But at the same time there is this small part of me that doesn't want all of that, that would rather be all comfy and cozy and just chill out and spend my life with someone I would have so much fun just growing old with. Really corny I know, but true. I don't know...I guess I'll just have to see where life takes me and go with it!